I don’t understand how can I be so distracted, and slow-minded. For some subjects.
The worst feeling is the one after two hours, when you reviewing the conversation in your mind and you see that that was the time to talk and you didn’t. Even worse, you didn’t say it right. And you think of a thousand ways you could have said.
I wrote last week about not being able to express myself correctly, and not talking everything I should. I guess I keep waiting for the right moment to tell. But I miss the right moment. And for some time after I realize that, it disturbs me.
That’s what I wake up thinking today. I must fix that, too. Note to self😉